saturdae was fun....

me and yuan pakat to trip arvind and jess
but i know i confirm lose to jess de la...
in e end yuan tripped jess vind and jia wei
and poor me reali got tripped by jess lor wahahaha....
imagine 5 of us trippin each other on e sand
look like fools
luckily mine and jess de bikini nv drop ha
after that me and yuan went to walk walk at jp...
i wanted to go and look at clothes
but toopid yuan pull me away and pushed me to see babies clothes instead.. wth...
then i sae kkz next time we have our own bb then we see hahaha
i think he will be a great dad :) ----> machiam i having his kid lidat haha
fyi im not sayin this because im heavy with his kid haha.. mind you...
then we bought the cake
yuan was so farni and clumsy lookin when he realised he toppled the cake wahaha
should see his face sial
we knew jess and vind were commin
then yuan was like laughin and so paiseh he so clumsy
but tellin me to faster run and hide e cake at the same time
met up with jess at e paper wrap chicken there...
yuan was veri good haha....
i fed him almost half a cake cos we were not able to finish
and he didnt even complain a bit....
i feel im gleamin inside cos i see him gettin fatter hahaa....
wad a coincidence that me and vind were more alike
and jess and yuan were more alike
but i know she onli loves vind and me off course yuan ha

then sundae we stayed home to see vcd...
sundae was a veri special dae....
reali veri special... to me and hopefully him too?


then i kena saboed by stupid ah wei and yuan....
they go and smack e sticky balloon on my face.. wth.... haha...

love these times...

todae went swimmin with daniel and jx...
talked a lot of crap and certain changed thinkins and ideals that i have
bout kids, families , work and love....
great talkin to them..
supposed to swim la but they slack around haha

so its true when they say people's thinkin change when they grow up... :)
mine grew... cos of eUuu....

wendy*6
i wana get married to you, have a kid with you, and live the rest of my life with you
do u know ?
do u want ?

yesterdae tues was reali funii la
duno why i suddenly decided to make cheese pie for ah yuan haha
so i asked taufiq for help
i have never done it before and the best part is
I DUN EVEN HAVE ANY RECIPES IN MIND OR WITH ME
hahaha
i oni know wana make for ah yuan ha
i just bought cream cheese , biscuits
and more shredded cheese ha and lemon
and toopid taufiq laughed at me cos i never choose e lemon
and just take any one
i dunno how to choose lemon got prob is it? haha
but i learnt frm him la haha

then i made a mess in my kitchen
then i decided not to put lemon....
funniest part is
i found a recipe in e cream cheese de box
but i realised i short of so many ingredients
i oso bought a lot of ingredients
but i lazy so i skipped all e ingredients
and just used cheese and biscuits hahaha
an i did it in like an hours time?
to me so much trouble la haha...no patience la

ok here comes e testing part...
when jx ate a mouth,
she said it was not nice
too cheesy and made that kinda face haha
nobody dare to eat haha

but nvm since i make for yuan de
at first i told him if not nice can dun eat
not in an angry tone but in a matter of factly tone la
but he sae i make de so no matter wad he will eat
and no matter wad e pie got my love , care, concern etc etc
so its nice regardless of wad
hahahahahahahahahahahaha
so happy can.....
even happier when he eat another one ha...
then da wei and soon try a bit
they sae its not bad la but bit too cheesy ha
so its not that bad after all hahaha
wad matters is yuan likes ha

todae wednesdae i got needle prick injury la...
all thanks to stupid taufiq

i doin neb then i take out e needle to aspirate e meds
then fiq was tellin me bout his needle prick injury
and how it caused him to have a phobia
so frm that time on he never use needles in given neb
then i sae aiya i always use needles oso nth happen de
and use needles, i like haha
then he go behind
then i open e needle
and OUCH!!!!!!!!!!
i pricked myself....
wad e hell
he sway chui....
hit my thumb oni and small hole
but bled like hell cos kena my mini blood vessel there
haiz so it kept bleeding.. sianz..
an taufiq was so shocked when i jumped around in pain hahaha

anyway
went to meet yuan after werk
saw qun gal de fren ha
kkz la...
but felt she was lookin at yuan haha
cos of wad? hmmm
i aint know ha
got to know that weizhen and sharons fren quarrelled at bball court
luckily i not there wahaha
anyway i so hapi that yuan would not let others eat my pie
cos i sae its for him
and he reali took my words veri hardly that its for him only
yeah e main highlight is to make for him
but did he have to be so possessive? wahaha
but i reali happi la
and he still eat another one todae haha...
lerp him many many..
( corny me)
my sis oso ate la...
so it reali is not bad ha
still i must sae
if u are a cheese lover u will appreciate my pie
cos e cheese taste is reali there
and if u see it frm a cheese point of view
rather than a dessert point of view, as in sweetness
you will like it
cos my cheese pie is more sour and salty than sweet ha
and yeah
yuan is so rite
actualli im a
if u like then eat if u dun like then dun eat and
its my choice how i wan it to taste like,
kind of person ha
i dun give a damn haaa......

same with life ha......

kkz next will be chocolate cake haa......
or cookies?
or sheperd pie?
or brownie?
or............

so many things i wana make for my frens to eat and especially yuan
haha....
why?
cos i wana make em fat so that ill look thinner beside them wahahaha
especially yuan since he always sae me hahaha
~evil~

anywae maeb true love exists afterall
after seeing e old auntie who comes to visit her husband everydae without fail
and the young forty plus auntie who takes care of her paralysed husband
and e auntie who looks after her amputee husband and
e lady lookin after her stroke hubby
i feel that women is so great
when they love a man
they look after and stick with him thru out
but mostly all devoted women
man? i duno ha
maeb its quite nice to have a wifey feelin afterall haha
to have a certain someone as a lifelong committment
is a driving factor rather than a burden
ha...
hopefully man are also committed...

life is beautiful
more so with love
even more, with you...


wendy*6
there you have it.... this is me!!!!!!

i reali want it to last........ reali.........
but im veri saddened when he said
he thinks he mite give in to temptations...
suddenly i lost hope
wondering if my first would be the last afterall
i know it has not happened but...

aniwae thks jess for the motivating words...

shouldnt care bout anithin as long as i know
its now that i love him
and i want him to be happi
so im giving him the best of me yeah...
and i'll not give up easily...
as long as i know i wana be with him and that i gave my best
just like with jh
i did my best........

i think jiahong is in hong kong now
he told me
he'll be back this fridae or sundae
but flyin off again
cool..
sometimes i just wonder...
wad is our relationship afterall..
guess he is reali a veri good fren
with whom i can talk to for hours even without moving our mouth
we are both passionate, faithful and true
have the same ideals
but fated to be infinite parallels


i used to be so afraid of routine work
and being a nurse
and hospitals attachments
but i duno why
just recently
i come to like routine work after all and more so
hospital attachments
its like doin the same things everydae but on different patients
and havin different feels
when im tired workin
i look forward to weekends with him
and when weekends is over
i look forward to another week in ttsh
laughin and foolin but serious when it somes to werk ha

its weird since i used to abhore these 2...
routine and being a missy
maeb one dae ill change my mind bout e third also?
maeb ill think of gettin married? ha..........
fat hope

aniwae this trainee doctor in my ward is so cute haha..
indian, tall, broad shoulders and decent lookin
ha.. so sad 4 more daes to see him ha..

saw wei at ttsh todae ha so qiao...
if i werent waiting for toopid QUACK haha...
damn auntie we were to ta pao soup and salad ha
family went to pizza hut to eat ha so rush, spent 153 sial
and i ordered too much
in e end got xtra large cheesy bites and baked rice haha
my gaugein skill ah...
haiz

wendy*6
people change, and i know u will come to know me one dae

pics heh heh heh

went to sentosa on last sundae

im so fat liao haiz....

todae ah fens bdae hahaha
was fun la....
i went after attachment....
attachment tired ok....
me nad syahkinah and joycelyn do tepid sponging on this uncle la
we did for one hr lor cos he fever damn high... 39.1 la...

anywae back to e bdae thing
i went cc to celebrate for her
eat ice cream cake yyum
then throw water bomb at her haha
skarly she come hug me and make me wet la....
then that toopid ah wei and daniel throw cake at my face
and wads worst they wiped it around my hair too
haha fun fun fun
luckily yuan not there
or i sure kena worse treatment frm him
haha lucky..

nowadays when i go home frm attachment
the journey seems longer
i duno why
maeb cos i dun hafta think so much anymore?
maeb

anywae i think im sorta suffering frm seretonin syndrome?
its somethin like u suddenly change medications
and the body is not able to accept the sudden change in drugs and side effects
maeb i have gotten somethin that did not belong to me?
maeb he was supposed to be hers?

i asked yiping regardin u noe hu
" do i love him less because i wasnt given a chance and wasnt close enough
to have real feelins,
or do i love him more because i was never given the chance
and even more unwilling to give up?"

at least u all had a chance u noe? ping?
i never had

i know im happi now
maybe thats e most important thing
he makes me laugh
gives sweet hugs preventing me frm nightmares
and giving me the motivation to hang on
my life has never been even more different
ive never had this feelin b4
not even frm the guys who liked me b4
maeb thats y i rejected em
not that i have had much laa...
but i wonder if he is thinkin the same?

i told ping
you find for stability
thats why u wana get married
slowly you're losin the importance of feelins
and love in a relationship before marriage
you just wana leap into marriage
for me
marriage is not important
wad i want is true love forever and ever
faithfulness and the feelin of never gettin bored
but i guess i know its impossible
thats why i decided not to get married at all...
cos its a real world...
nothins forever...
ill rather not disappoint myself by believing....

wendy*6
make me believe..............

me and yiping reali like aunties haha
yest work at pizza hut we packed back salad and soup haha
eat and drink till song sial..
cos we thought if we dun pack oso throw, then wasted ma....

duno y these few days always reply to wrong ppl...
yest this malay guy say thks to e person behind me
but i turn and look at him...
malu sial e malay beside him said hahaha

attachment damn funny and slack la...
when e joint corridoe open i go to e next ward and fing yiping to talk
then taufiq go find clement haha...
then thks to this ah pek keep pullin out his ngt,
most of us all got chance to sign this skill wahahaha.....

yest call yuan to fetch me....
he sae can dun wan?
i can ok lo lo
then he nv reply le...
skarly at nite melvin call me....
he sae he waiting for me then i blur
he wait for me for wad?
then i asked u with yuan is it?
he sae ah then haha
i knew he would fetch haha...
so many things i carry lor...
subway sandwich, cookies,2 kinds of soup, pizza,salad and nursing and pizza hut u la...

gotta go werk lo......

wendy*6

wad theeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

weekend was damn hectic and so much happened laaa......
attachment was nothin much..
fri i went home slept at 7 and only woke up at 11 am next dae
then sat i went to the air force show

3 yrs back when me and jess went to the RSAF opening hse
it was mostly uncles la
but now got so many cute young guys sial....
we only took few pics
then went to parkway to develope the past pics we took at ashtons bdae
the pics were nice...
upload when i get it haha....
when me and dad were bout to leave parkway
we saw a crowd then i veri kpo de ma
so i squeeze in and see lor

it seems than this lady got fits
then this guy was like squeezing a key pouch into her mouth la
they used to practice that last time but not now
now they dun
aniwae i just stood down
took out the keypouch
and turned her to one side
then i told the crowd to get away and give her breathing space
stupid rite all of them crowdin there
then she woke up and was slurring and confused
this is the aftermath of a fit la

one young gal around my age called the ambulance
but when they came the lady ok liao
she fitted for oni 1 min la
aniwae luckily i know fits dun need call ambulance unless foamin ha
can u imagine when the paramedics came the victim act duno
then she just hop on to her bus
ha.....
so sad the young gal
think she gotta pay for callin the ambulance

then sundae
we went to sentosa...
waited 3 hrs for the dogs can
meet at 9 but reach sentosa at 12 haha...
and me and yuan were fighting
singing nursery rhymes loudly
tryin to overpower each other haha...
i sang this old man came rolling home....
he sang this fatty haha
the lorry ride was funzzz
it was fun making sandcastles
playing with the kids there
and swimming ha
i am reali burnt haha....

then this 2 ang moh kids fell down the rocks
they had superficial cuts on the toes and legs
poor thing la
luckily i brought my handy first aid kit ha...
got gauze and tegaderm i snoop frm my previous attachment ha
bad to snoop la but hey... i did somethin good with it ...did i....
hahaha... their dad guessed im a nurse hahaha...
ok la he said i was so prepared and equipped haha...
aniwae he just came to sgp for a week
stayin here permanently for 3 yrs ha
i told him to enjoy sgp haha.... hopefully......
his kids were cute ...
simon is the dad... with 3 sons..
arthur george and i forgot the other
but the youngest one was cute
his dad all left without him...
haha.. and when he realised they left he quickly ran...
caucasians bbs are cute
once i saw this caucasian lady ..
her baby was in a harness..
u noe like dogs but its a babies one
when they go far u just pull em back...
i think its cool...
if i ever have kids ill put a harness on em too...
my frens sae im so bad treat my bb like dog.. but....... its fun sial....
aniwae i wun have kids la...
ppl close to me will noe haha...
then me mel daniel all sun tan haha...


then played bball.....
yesterdae i ran home la....
ran u know haha.....
so tired...
think i gonna sleep till tml then wake up le.....
wad a short but enjoyin n happening weekend

and i just found out todae that
last fridae someone commented on my butt laaa
while during attachment
he sae normalli chinese gals got flat butt
but my butt like malay
veri big
wad e hell
yucks.......

anyway i have a surprise for someone
but im not sayin wad and who haha
will blog it after the surprise over wahahaha...


wendy*6
oh no... wad i fear most is comin.... think im gettin veri nursey liao... scary..