WOAH....
cant reali seem to remember wad happened for the last few daes haha
i just know that saturdae was reali fun
me yuan danny and yvonne went to west coast dog run compound
we brought magik and chivas, qsy e retriever and vodka the husky..
took a sorta family pic with yuan and i was so happi ha
we met so many nice dogs there
saw a miniature shihtzu called toby
he looks so much like max except for the colour
and im so happi chivas is gettin along with me so well
she actualli came back when i called her cos she escaped frm a hole



THEN on fridae we went to dannys dad de tim sum shop at chinatown
woah his porridge is nice sial haha
then there is cute but cheeky jaymond
haha
he is smart yeah

gosh i miss ah yuan haha wana hug him to slp every nite
sounds corny but i reali wish i could ha

sometimes i feel heaven is reali playin a fool on me
last time i used to want a guy who is aggressive
veri protective of me
then those got backing kind
and involved in fights or rather know how to fight
but i didnt have
and now i just want a veri geeky guy
and i dun wan those who are involved in gangs
and dun wan guys who smoke or fight
but when i dun wan , now i have
one who knows how to fight
wad a weird world truly

i just want you to be fine, nothin else matters

ill be behind you wadever decisions u make

wendy*6

laughing as they chased

this is me and yuan in couple polo shirts

after the bowling at east coast

nice hor haha

eh im supposed to look like im breastfeedin hahaha

this is me feedin the fake ugly baby hahaha

i think i will have retribution if i ever have kids haha

cos i always sae other ppls baby not cute ( but they reali not cute wad)

so next time my baby confirm damn hideous de haha

so i not gonna have baby wahahaha just in case

yesterdae i went to yuans sis hse for hari raya
then his uncle was like askin
huh? gal fren ah not wife yet? haha
i upgrade to become his wife liao haha
then while eating i was like laughin to myself haha
then yuan and yang was like are you crazy?
but they dunno wad i thinkin haha
i so happy to be called as his wife haha
then yuan so bad lor make me malu
before we left i sat on the swing at the garden for a while
then when we left yuan shout to tell her to go check if e swing is broken
cos i sat on it
so bad lor
i so paiseh can cos got 20 30 over ppl there la
goodness me


then when i reached home i realised we have a new dog hhaha
she came to out hse on her own sial
miracle hor
she is veri cute
look a lot like magik
was thinkin of keepin her as my own dog if i reali like her

but somehow i was afraid it would remind yuan of his past relationship
the time he spent wih magik and her
and i didnt want to make it the exact replica of wad he had last time
but i think i was thinkin too much
im so different frm her ok
im a one of a kind weird and horny gal fren to yuan ok
how can compare to other gals haha
i should have confidence in myself
im sure i give yuan a one of a kind,
cannot find de xperience which he nv had before haha
and im even more sure that yuan is damn nice to me when we kissed last nite haha

last nite we celebrated jx bdae at where
me and jiahong used to meet up last time
we used to just chat and when i lost my pouch he went to find for it
but i think its reali stupid la
i should not think bout that bastard anymore la
i already veri happi now le
so i have decided to heck care him
so i didnt reply him last nite hahaha

we went to east coast bowling on mondae nite
we were eating mac when there was this guy
he was like daydreaming
and standin veri close to weizhen jx and me la
at first he at wz there queing up
then he moved over to our side when si wei stare at him
siwei is weizhen de boy fren la
then jx g off le then its my turn ma
then ah yuan came with a veri serious face
then i asked him eh why ur face so xia lan
that time i duno bout e guy cos i nv see behind ma
then yuan call me to go first
but i say no i help u take drinks
then he tell me to move but i blur blur keep askin why lor
aft a while then i go first
then when we sit down i realised he was actualli pissed
at the guy for standing so close to us
he almost wana hit him lor
i was so worried i went back to find yuan when he took a long time
luckily nothin happened
but i cant believe im so blur

wendy*6
i carried on with my life after i lost him
but i doubt i can if i were to lose you
and thats
the difference
its ur kiss
my kiss
our kisses :)

some info on my tarot card reading hahaha

The Three of Swords card reversed suggests that
you can overcome this hurt or loss once you get the hint about taking things too personally
or too much to heart.
The worst may have already passed,
but now it is up to you.
You can either see things clearly and let go
or choose to let the pain consume you.
However, you are not alone.
There are others who have had similar experiences
and are learning to trust or love again.
Lean on these people for guidance on confronting and overcoming heartbreak.
Learn how to turn hurt into self-empowerment
and action by pledging 'never again' to intimidation,
jealousy, ignorance or blind trust --
and then move on.
Lay low and objectively let go of the emotional drama.
Holding onto it only increases tension and puts you on the defensive.

i guess only those who have also been thru the same
will they then be able to understand
and give u the support u need

from my daily horoscope haha

Stability is suddenly appealing to you.
Who would've thought it?
After all, yours is known as one of the most
adventure-loving and thrill-seeking signs in the zodiac.
A firm emotional foundation allows you to really take off.

hmmm its reali true that im one of e most
adventure loving and most un predictable eh

i did a free sample test on both our birthdates ha
bit stupid
but just for the fun of it la

You two are the best of friends!
You understand and appreciate each other,
and are able to work together very harmoniously.
No relationship is free of difficulty and stress,
and this astrological influence does not nullify other stressful influences
described elsewhere in this report,
but it does add a harmonious quality to your relationship
that helps you over the rough spots.

hopefully its damn true haha.. hopefully

dun feel like bloggin my happenings in sch
so blog this for a change haha

ps. im quite a believer in horoscopes, destinies etc etc...
superstitious though i prefer to think logically
i believe in the supernatural though im a science student haha

well.. some chemistry sparkles like love can never be xplained
whereas some physical attractions are not biologically defined
and some distance / speed in a relationship
can also never be measured by physics alone :)

wendy*6

this stupid haze is making me reali sick
and i mean reali sick
im having a flu now already
feel damn sucky...
reali hate those ppl who created this FARKIN haze
heard frm ping bout this guy
frm this haze
this guy was reminded bout e previous haze in 98 or 96 i forgot
his grandfather died then, cos of the haze
his grandad already had difficulties with breathin
and the haze gave him the last straw to his death
and

after hearing this

again i must emphasize
I HATE THOSE IDIOTIC PPL wHO CREATED THIS HARMFUL FARKIN HAZE


everything seems to be goin damn bad for me
my new term time table sucks to the core
practically ending at 6 everyday

my mood is damn haywire too
think i didnt go shopping for too long
didnt buy any new stuff
thats why my temper is so fiery
but thats not all

he is goin thru a rough patch too
i reali dun know how to help him too
i wana help but i cant
i dun even know if im just another burden

theres gonna be changes and i know it
for better or worse
i seriously dont have a clue
i can adapt to changes but i would rather not have to

call me sensitive or petty
i dont wan him to be reminded bout the past
back to where he worked previously
but i know its just my selfishness

wendy*6
maeb one dae when you are with me and her,
wad would reali be ur true feelins?

last sat i went for my tuition teachers wedding
she was so pretty
her wedding photos were taken in a furniture shop and it was reali great
they even had a waltz on stage.. cool man...
i could feel she was reali veri happy la...
since young i knew that she looked veri simple
but she was a veri capable and smart women
while her husband was in hong kong she took care of all e preps
by herself
and her husdand only came back on tues
when their wedding is like sat?!
the food was nice
but we sat beside a veri kiasu lady haha
she was veri bad lor
she took e bear which belonged to the other gal
the bears are only on alternate seats u see
this is e half eaten damn delicious chocolate mousse we had for desserts
should have taken another haha
oni rem to take pic after i had eaten half haha




















oh and rem e bear i wanted to get frm daniel but he oni got one pair?
haha i got the exact bear at the weddin
haha i wanted it so much and i reali had it
so happi can
this is my bear
and this is me and yuan in e future hahaha
cute sial

















then on sun we drove e lorry pick siwei daniel weizhen jx ah yan
ah yan de cousin ah fen
then we all go sentosa haha...
e lorry e side mirror broke ..
sianz...
met danny and his bro and his frens and their gal frens at sentosa palawan haha
played monkey in the waters
see ah yuans messy hair? haha







haha gotcha.......










oh ya an it seemed that i got drunk on sat...
i shared bout 7 glasses of wine with my mum
but i drank most of it la
then went to shi chuan chalet after that and i drank somemore
haha
then when reached yuans hse i got damn drunk
then i was sayin wad roller coaster when yuan dragged and carried me haha
and the rest of it...
gosh i dunno hahaha.. too drunk and woozy to rem.. must ask more frm yuan ha



at night when we reached home
i help ah yuan to kopeh his back and his face again
then we were searchin high and low for his hand phone
skarly at last it turned out that ah yuan lied down on it



its supposed to have a o2 mini print on his back but dunno u all can see ma? haha
















will show u all more pic when i upload frm my dad haha
was so happy on sat la reali...
when yuan came to pick me up i was exhilarated..
duno why
but just merely pickin me up made me reali happi...
must be like yiping said
be grateful for every little thing

i got quite a lot of jobs on hand haha...
hafta werk and save up lo...
goin to australia next yr march
hope it will go well
cant wait to travel faraway with yuan haha
just us on e plane

todae went to amk with dad and mum
the taxi driver so poor thing
he went to fetch his p2 son but he wasnt there
seems its e 2nd time he run away to play
haiz,,, he was saying his son wans more pocket money
cos must buy drink
and his frens nv bring water bottle so he oso dun wan to bring
wa last time i loved to bring water bottle to sch lor
forget to bring i will be damn sad la
if i have kids i will explain to them how nice it was to bring water bottles
and then refill at e sch water cooler haha...
then i rem primary and sec sch i used to help refill frens bottle lor
or my fren would help e whole class
then we would make our way up and shout like selling bottles
ok whose bottle is this come and get it hahaha


wendy*6

marriage and a wedding dinner is so wonderful...
i wonder if i have e chance to?
would i give up wad i initially wanted? haha nobody knows

i once said that being alone does not mean im lonely...
but i guess im quite lonely now haha...
think im too dependant on him...


todae my phone was quite quiet
except for adrian...
felt we two were somewhat good frens who always lent a listening ear...

i permed my hair..
looks so matured
not veri nice
but yeah wadever la....
just for a change haha

celebrated mooncake festival todae
kena scolding lor
almost got police case cos wei go and throw e firewerks up
almost haha...
our ice cream mooncake melted haha nvm la....
its e thought that counts...

that dae went to sentosa with e rchn cliques ha...
quite fun haha...
i was burnt unknowingly sial...
glad yuan called me cos i tot he was angry bout e dae before ha....

this is jons piggy face wahaha
















the big pao is reali big lar....
almost like my face the size haha...

















this is me before my permed hair and lyn after she cut her hair...
she looks so sweet and damn decent look haha....
think i look havoc now...
like laydee??/
or punk ?
or just aunty look haha...
haiz wait till they see my hair hAHA




SORTA PREFER MY INNOCENT LOOK LAST TIME HA



WENDY*6

wan is back in pizza hut haha
saw him yest when he came around 4
i was doin my work when someone loomed over me...
and when i looked up he smiled at me...
gosh i was so nerd at that time..
my specs was droppin hahaha
haha....
then uncle was hand signin to me...
haiz my hand signin is reali gettin frm bad to worse ha..

just found out yesterdae that uma and maha were not on good terms..
and i thought they were veri good with each other ha..
uma invited me to her hse for deepavali...
rreali want to go... but i think im workin on deepavali..
double pay eh...
nvm i shall squeeze into my time slot haha..
heard atiqah say some things bout desmond..
wa didnt expect him to be like that...
but well i shall see if he is reali like that...
anyway so far he is quite nice...
but behind our back duno wad will he do la...
so far he is our bingo accomplice haha...
poor roger...
learn to take home salad like us...
we nv kena scoldin but heard that he got pao toed haha
sad case la roger...
hu call u always gek me...
make me pc wahahaa...
stupid learn every entire thing we do haha...
even bring own container wahahaha...
seow me and yiping pro de kkz.. and we shi jie ma....
hahaha....

just went to ask the price etc for permin my hair
waaa must sit for 2 hrs lor
seow i dun have e patience sial
and perm liao still must follow up with mousse etc
kaoz wad a turn off lor...
so i decided to have it e easier dun perm haha....

wendy*6

todae was ok...
i met dorren jj... my primary sch tuition teacher...
she taught me frm p2 to p6..
thks to her i passed not bad..
eng A mathsA science A* and chi b...
not bad le la...
ten yrs since i knew her and now she is gettin married...
we went to search for clothes for her upcomin weddin ha...
then we sat down at mos burger to eat and chat...
me: so doreen jj how u me ur bf that time?
doreen jj: oh we met during pre u, u lehz how u met ur boyfren?
oh i met him thru bball... at that time 2 of my good frens liked him...
ive seen him almost a yr but never reali talked to him...
when my frens talked to him i didnt...
didnt reali have a good impression...
we onli got close when we started fightin and realised
both of us like to fight boxing
and swimming....
he is 8 yrs older then me.. he looked damn uncle before
but after being with me we went to tan and he had his hair cut
and now he looks younger haha...
he works in marketing for sports flooring
then ur parents how?
my parents ok lor..initially i didnt tell my dad...
but now he comes over to stay....
blah blah blah...
i kept ranting bout cy
and smiling as i was sayin how we fought and i would go back with bruises
and how i lied to my family then i got it while playin bball
how i used to not like him
but now we are together
wad an irony
i guess me and doreen jj could sense that we both are happy
she with poon and me with yuan
i kept tellin her how nice yuan was..
how he was so able to understand me
how great he was....

so sorry yuan...
i guess i was too curt when i asked him if they chatted bout e past....
i was just askin it as a matter of fact thingy
i guess im too afraid to lose you
i just wanted the whole of you
sorry for being like that...
i know u wun do anything..
but how was i to know if she wanted anything frm you?
i want to be with you always
but i guess thats just naive thinkin on my part
anyway i wont ask u anymore
i know you are angry cos u didnt reply
and sms reali doesnt show tones
but it looked angry...
pls dun be angry....

i guess i cant slp tonite cos ill be so bothered...
great.....

wendy*6
i want a future with you... be it bright be it gloomy..
i will go thru hard times with you...
as long as ur heart is wholely with me
i just love you

this is me and yuan in e future hahaha
rolly polly us hehehe
cute ma? belongs to daniel de haha





















only me and yuan understands wad these two photos with e dog means....
before i went in a had a feelin already
but i didnt know it would be so zun
fated?......
ha























lerp lerp many many

wendy*6

damnit
it happened twice in 3 days
i went to this 4d shop to accompany jx to buy 4d
i was juz standing next to her la
then the aunty asked me how old i was
i said 17 comin to 18
then she say i have to go out of the shop
then i said but i never buy wad
and i goin to be 18 le lor
she still chased me out sianz can
oni ask me nv ask jx so not fair

then i was at clementi central
i asked the lady how much was the ghost stories
she said its suitable for sec 3 and she asked i sec wad
i haven answer then she gei kiang guess im sec1
wad the hell la.....
sec 3 still ok lor but sec 1?!!!!!
then i gave that wth face and said im in poly already.....
then she said oh ok
i said thks and walked off haha...
shitty...
and now i cant go with ah yuan to this pub to sing cos i have to be over 18
wad the hell
why these few daes its all cos im under 18 ...
and they go by birthdate
damn when i am 18 im gonna show those who think im still underage that im 18 liao
im gonna ter (means to gek) em haha
and the first place is my hse e 4d shop
im gonna go back to e aunty and if she ask again
im gonna smirk and show her my ic wahahaha

anyway ah weis bdae celeb was fun
as usual i was saboed e worst again
all cos of toopid yuan..
i throw e water bomb at ah wei then kena yuan a bit oni
then yuan go and throw one bag at me la
then we both were warring away can...


oh ya yuan actualli taught me how to drive on fri nite
and it was my first time driving can
i was reali taking the wheel but with yuan by my side...
he is so cool to reali let me drive la...
an i think im so brave haha....
dun know anything bout driving but still just drive
anyway its oni around the big car park ha...
i wana drive again...

haha wa me and yuan have been together
from tues till last nite ha 5 nites in a row
tues he stayed over then wed thur fri sat nite i stayed over
so nice to be like almost everydae together
but i wonder if he likes it too?
we have been together e whole week
but i miss him now already
and guess wad he left onli like 8 mins ago? haha
maeb im that kinda person who once decided
if i love this person then ill reali love wholeheartedly ha

sat we went to see rob b hood
its a nice show haha
got all e yandaos lor
nic tse esp haha
then went to ecp see edmund
and e mac crew gave me xtra choc for my sundae haha...
cute malay guy he was haha .. thks...

kkz im tired...
have not been resting lots....

wendy*6
yucks.. yuan licked me at e bball court haha..