woah
todae met pearlyn veron and camila and reali slacked at my hse haha
when sharon told me she will be meeting me quite late bout 8 plus
i tot dun wana meet her le but she took off tml le so must meet her
actualli tot of cancelling with her then have a nice dinner with sch mates
and then head off to yuans hse to bao bao him
but haiz have to meet her la

then she said after eating go meet her ex bf steven so we headed off to boat quay
his new gf works there so we went there
he is a nice guy la
then we sang there
haiz i sang duet with him but nobody is as good as yuan in duets with me haha
the best suitable guy is still yuan haha
but nvm la
missed singing with him like on the cruise ha
at the bar, only ppl look at us but never clap haha sianz
got one like 30 pluss sing better , sing andy lau song but still not as good as u know who haha

saw jarrett, surprise man, like in orchard also see him and now there like we got fate haha
last time he was a young chap but now he seems even more older than me haha
missed those bball days with this young boy ha

then sharon got into a bit of trouble
my god!!!
she say she wana see e bartender mix cocktails but she go n sit on a guys seat
then e guy jio her to drink the beer
her alcohol damn lan de lor
wondering why was she so long so i went to find her
and e guy tell me if i help her drink e half cup then he will bet with me to drink half jug lor
i know i can take it de la
but just in case i rather not take e risk
crazy
help sharon then i oso drunk
then her alcohol level so low, how can i depend on her?
i rather she drink and get drunk but i am still sober to bring both of us back
so i stayed to see her finish e half cup then both go back to our seats
then e guys fren like keep talking to me but i think i quite ice cold ha
especially when e person ask when i going back and i said erm not so late, quite early then soon ...
next time cannot go drinkin with sharon ha...
cos i think she over friendly ha
with ppl she doesnt know
and worse part
she only felt drunk and blabbering shit when we on cab
goodness
i think i was bit too rough with the way i talked to her
but i reali could not stand it when she is too weak haha
maybe i am also veri tired ha
feel guilty talking to her like so pissed ha
but ok la overall
e liquor damn no kick
i didnt even have a red face
anyway i will not get so drunk when i know yuan not here ha
cant depend on anyone else ya know
anyway
i still love myself to take care of myself ha haha

gosh so late kkz
tml still gotta go sch sianz sial

wendy*6
miss hugging you to sleep

my room is ready, clean and comfy hahaha
love my new wardrobe and drawer
and e bed is just nice for us
thks a lot to yiping
for helping me with moving the stuff at ikea
although we did look like 2 dumb gals hahaha
and off course encouraging me to buy things again hahaha
only this time its 600 plus and not just ten over bucks hahaha
p.s. quack,i do not blame you and thats a compliment ;) heeheehee

went for dinner with chao and sharon todae
such a nice dinner although its just simple food
reali glad to know how comfortable i am with them
how easy it wAS to communicate and enjoy the conversation
was nice catching up ;)
looking forward to zouk next week if possible hahaha

hope yuan slept better last night even though i still hugged him tight
well we can change to a bigger bed for more space
but i cant change to not hugging u hahaha
that , we cant help .....

wendy*6
still not studying.. wendy u r so dead...

yayyyyy
i finally bought my sofa bed, cupboard and drawers on fri le
and its gonna be sent tml morning....
excited excited
and i bought treasure chest to dump all my bags and toys
at least outside it looks neat even if the inside its still a dump ha
gotta find for nice bed sheets le
a queen size bed sounds so nice
at least me and lao uncle will not have to squeeze haha

jia lat
i have not told my second sis bought keeoing my current bed
later she kpkb cos she bought e previous bed for me
jia lat jia lat

haiz wait till tml then break e news to her ba

and schools research works are over... wad a relief man!!!!

cant wait to clean up my room
and give a proper space for lao uncles clothes heehee

wendy*6
enjoying my hols and waiting for attachment with cam yeah

yesterdae was the best dance lesson i had
actualli every lesson was

i feel like reali fixing a permanent pole in my hse haha

i was making silly butt movements on the floor and jess was as usual making funny hand signals and screaming ,

so as to make me move and not laze on the dance floor hahaha

i've always been the lazy one since sec 1 lar hahaha

but the whole room of women just laughed at the both of us cannn

even the instructor

we were not shy but amused ourselves too wahaha

then we went to meet arvind

on the bus , arvind was like carrying a big backpack i think bout 10 kg

and jess still bullied him n call him to hold her shoppin bag even though she was only holding a tiny bag

me... jess.... arvind....

arvind carry this

eh u veri zhe erh ( evil) lehz, he carry his stuff so heavy u still bully him

aiya arvind wun mind de lor riteeeeee arvindd
heeheee

yeah thats arvind

so nice and blur , thats why jess always bully wahaha


then i went to see yuan at e bball court

it was so anjoying lorrrr

eating a yummy oreo cheesecake

sitting with buddies

and......

LOOKING AT YUAN PLAY BASKETBALL

i love to see him play basketball without getting interrupted ha

then i can see his every move

and i do not know im biased or wad

but he plays good u know, darn good

cos he can be fast and even slow if he wants

then his turnin is fast

and he can even change from right to left hand an let go e ball

and my favourite posture is when he uses both hands

then somebody throw and he run jump tap with both hands and alley in

erm cant reali describe but i rem hahaha

i like his shooting ball position too haha

reali enjoyed haha

and come to think of it

i reali hadnt been able to seen him play so clearly for so long

and so intently some more :)









i have so much i wanted to tell yuan
like todae i saw got a special japanese fair
and i saw traditional jap costumes like e ones we wore for the shoot
and i saw a nice pants that i feel will suit yuan

but i didnt have e chance to tell him

hopefully tml i do



woah wad happened that few days kept repeating in my mind

hopefully it will not disturb me so much

and i hope i can put it behind me

feel damn scared that it will happen again sial

that was e worse feelin i could get

feeling so alone and helpless

i do not know if i am able to not have a phobia

i think i cannot rely on ' anymore

nobody to reali confide

no one to be beside me
haiz








wendy*6



just like that......

i feel
regardless whther u are a christian buddhist or muslim watsoever
the existence of a sacred book which has everyones life journey written, is real
i believe it exists
it writes the fate of the numerous happenings a person is goin to have to go thru
and the people that they will meet
however every happenings has options
meaning u may meet someone but its you who decide wad they become
then wad u decide will be wad the sacred book expects
so its will be like ' if u choose a go 2 e next qns
'if u choose b skip to q 5
'if u choose c skip to qns 10
so yeah i think the book is this kind of example hahaha


devil...... angel.......

oh pls ... its just somethin u will have to go thru in life
people are just unreliable and u just have to think bout yourself
why care about that thing
its just gonna give u headaches and problems
just rid it off and u can be carefree again
u dun have to care wad others think
u know its wads best for you now

nono... everything was written and it is fate that u met it
and u know u cant bear ridding it
i know theres a part of u with empathy and responsibilty
its ur destiny and u will have to go with the flow

nope she has to think of herself and only herself SO REBEL...REBEL....
hello wad bout her conscience? can she live with it? FOLLOW FOLLOW
how would u know she will confirm be affected sial, maeb she'll forget it?
then how u know she will forget, then wad if she never forget instead lehz

OH F*** you TWO
WHAT BOUT WAD I ACTUALLI FEEL AND WANT?
CANT U TWO JUST LET ME DECIDE FOR MYSELF?

when i thought its was
it happened and it didnt turn out in the most pleasant way
it seems that when you're alone
then problems find you....

wendy*6
fading