tOday ill blog bout some of my weird fetishes and bad habits i guess...lols

1) ok i like it when yuan push my head gently nearer to him :)

2) i love eating a huge tub of chocolate ice cream when i feel happy or sad with lots of hot fudge yum yum

3) i like plucking my toe nails till they bleed ha bit disgusting i know

4) when i walk i like to walk sideways and lean on yuan

5) i tend to like to squeeze my partner to a corner even though i have lots of bed space on my side

6) i like guys with a low serious nice voice, its so hot, still rem e doc at cgh

his voice was so nice ha

7) i like molesting yuans cushy butt lols, even in the sub conscious mind haha

8) i like smelling yuans neck and hair ha hair at his head ok lols

er thats all for now i think lalala.........

BIG THANK YOU to yiping who brought me to east coast yest when monghwa's chalet was at downtown east, thank her for being sooo toopid and thank me for being even more toopid for trusting her lols..... we still enjoyed drinking ha until both semi drunk heehee....

wendy*6

life's great

results was out
forgot bout it on friday
didnt think much bout it on sat
but when i finally knew
i was quite impressed at my results
considering the level of laziness in myself lols.....

briefly
year 1 - gpa 1.9
year 2 - gpa 2.1
year 3 - gpa 3.1 yay...

then i was happy when we went back to my grandmas place yest
till my dad called

sometimes i do want to be good
i want to be patient
work for a better life
i do not wish to be unfilial
but it pisses me off sometimes
u know when people just sap all the remaining goodness u have left
ur patience is stretched
ur burden weighing heavier...
yes.. im beginning to feel resentful,
the urge and attractiveness of leaving all responsibilities seems to illuminate over me

its ok if u fail after putting effort
but if u fail due to sheer muddleheadedness on yr part
please, stop falling back into the same black hole
i cant stand those closest to me being aimless all their lives and affecting others as a result
at least make an effort to right a few wrongs
mum aint here anymore,
why cant you be more of a dad than ever?
18 years and never once i wanted anything nor expected anything from you
but now
please,
can you at least learn to think and mature and be more of a dad?

wendy*6
its not easy being a good daughter, a good girlfriend, a good friend, and especially still, a good person at that....

just briefly

1) went for CGH appointment
wound healing good
but will have scar haiz
been abstaining frm seafood for 2 weeks, goin crazy.........

2) ot attachment is not bad
been doin quite well
helpin the nurses there to do chores
still im hoping to finish it soon

3) dreamt bout max last night
dreamt seeing him jumping around me
miss him so much

4) most importantly, and veri veri important
yuan actually called just now to tell me he is picking me up on fridae
where to? i do not know
he said it was a surprise
im so excited... i mean... imagine he actualli reali shockingly amazingly is giivng a surprise out of e blue
and i happily shared all this with all my frens
and lyn was like ha maybe he is goin to propose? ha
lyn... i think thats quite almost impossible haha.. though i wish haha... juz jokin


wendy*6
went thru so much and stronger
i do not like being wit......

its been a most tumultaneous (does this word exists? ha) week for me

i got admitted on sundae just when attachment was to start on e mon

couldnt stand the abcess, damn pain

in case u all duno abcess is like a super duper big pimple

with pus, mine was green n blood

only thing its under a thick layer of flesh

and the only way is to make a hole n drain it out

and yeah

of all places

i had it near my asshole!!

anyway reali felt so blessed to have JJ lao uncle with me

he went thru the whole a n e procedure with me

drove me there at 11

and only went back bout 1 plus

if not for him i think ill die of pain during attachment in sgh liao

luckily he was also there before i went for the op

otherwise i would be crying n not smiling on my way frm e ward till e op theatre

then the nurses wouldnt have said im cute liao hahaha

thanks to those who visited me and helped me

i thank by sequence n sorry if i forget you haha

- sharon

- my families

- pearlyn

- lih hsien

- mr ismail

- claire

- camila

- weizhen

- yuans parents

- danny

- andy

- evon

- gina

- jiahong

- gary

- quack

- all my friends

- not to forget my dear jessica and arvind

and i reali loved the flowers ha

- and poor maXi pOoo haiz miss him so much and had to leave him alone for that day...

he must have missed me so much till dun wan slp ,until yuan went back

********** and JJ lao uncle***************

i went thru 1 n half day of no food, inserted on iv plug, took bloods, all these while screaming machiam i kena raped, until e nurse come n see wad happen

think e guy doc oso damn paiseh haha

i went thru all e needles and op gosh cant believe ha

and i spent a night alone being the 1st patient in the whole air cond cubicle

i went thru e pain of having that hole packed with cotton even after the op

and i counted 8 docs saw my ass n oni 1 is female

hahaha

life is reali full of surprises

sometimes its nice

sometimes its shit

but i know within this shit

i found diamonds after all

thanks to frens family

and JJ lao uncle haha

thks for encouraging me to move on

and im freaking looking forward to attachment ha

for more details on my op , do ask me haha!!!

* thanks to e docs n nice nurses toooo

wendy*6

dont try to fight the anaesthesia cos u will still conk out regardless how strong willed u wana stay awake haha