wad i last remembered was VALENTINES DAE
i was on afternoon shift alone and so most of the dae was like gone
but at least i got to meet my sweetie yuan
went to watch movie
while waiting for the bus some guys sellin flowers gave out free flowers haha
i guess they felt that after twelve already so most likely ppl wun buy flowers liao
sad for them that they didnt make a heap of cash out of it
but well good for ah yuan cos he seemed so proud to stick to his belief that he will never ever buy flowers cos its a waste of money
anyway that night he got the best of both worlds
not spending money and yet still gave me flowers haha
but wad he didnt expect was
most gals would go soft receiving flowers
but... somehow just somehow i felt more myself while using the flowers to whack his butt haha
he wanted to return the flowers
but when the guy came he thought yuan wanted another flower
so yuan again made a mistake but taking another flower and giving it to me
cos i simply whacked him with both hahaha
i reali prefer us to be this way
although its not romantic
but at least i feel comfortable and myself you know
we like good buddies haha...

today is the last dae of attachment
but i have decided haha
given my character.... i better be sure and find out wad i want to do before i decide on anything haha
at least i will not let myself down....
i rather explore now then start all over when im old haha

wendy*6
believin in myself