want and needs
others cant decide for me
but sometimes even i myself am not sure if im in a position to decide for myself

i may be petty but somehow was it right for someone whom im not close to ,
to know bout my stuff without my permission?


the world is dark
so dark that wad im feelin cant be seen

how do u define ' let myself down'?
is it when i give up on wad i want
or when i give up on wad i need?
either ways
im letting myself down

fell into a puddle of

Great
Lousy
Estatic
Neurotic
Nincompoop

CONFUSION!!

emotions-fate= faith
love-passion= committment
quarrels-understanding= stubborness
relationships-seductions= innocence

wendy+________=wendy

the real me inside