Werk is so stressful
its even more stressful with my baby
he is goin to be a joy
but im afraid its gonna be a huge rock tying me down too
sometimes a flicker of the need of having fun could just get me down
but its not the time to get there n get dead dirty yet
its just a sudden twist of my fate in april
suddenly im like just enjoyin the every day fun of goin home in the wee hours after clubbin n boozing
then suddenly now im caught up whole week with the responsibilty of work n committment

i did not dare to stop n think
maybe just goin forward without thinkin much would be best
met up with ping yesterday
she is also so tired lookin
so many ppl we have ceased to contact often

even after i update this blog after 5 mths
i wonder if anyone reali remembered n bothered to still look into it haha

just hope i wun lose all my frens with these work n committment piling up

wendy*6
getting too dependant on you