Missing

Missing in this vast sea
Not sure if my heart feels anything
Living in a nightmare
Every night wondering if u liked her
Mornings greet me with a smirk
How stupid I am
How useless I am
Will it happen again
Just wanna drift to a faraway land
Ask god if it were real
What is real
What is truth
Truth hurts but lies are worse
Even if i were to die
Let me die with a reason

Zombie