Had food poisoning on christmas day

Diarrhea and puked all over myself in the toilet
Fainted couldn't move
Yuan help cleaned the puke on my leg
Carried me out of the toilet

Couldn't Do without you
Wonder how many times you have to carry me
It wasn't dependence on you
But rather how important you are to make my
Life complete

Going to ktm was really a good therapy for us
To rekindle our carefree times
Just the two of us without any influences

It turned out good

Laughing at the thought of the wet wet hor fun hahaha

It's good to know that we still love each other
Even after all these years and obstacles
Let's build our family, kids, love, career, house and your dream car soon!

Wendy^6
And I love you because I have always did....

I feel happy when we do things as a family
Irregardless of any obstacles
I wish we can go through it
When one wants to give up
The other holds on

Can't wait to see our next creation
Our little dragon baby

Christmas eve dinner
Somewhat a reunion dinner for the whole family

What does it mean missing the dinner and chilling with
Your friends Instead

You're not by My side on
Special days

Saying you will be home
But not home after 3 hours of waiting

I can accept the disappointment
But icant accept the disappointment from my family

My dad kept waiting for you to enjoy the wine

I was all worried for nothing

Action speaks louder then words
Isn't it?

Doesn't it already show the truth
The change in behavior
How she has changed you
All that belong between us is gone

I just have to go through this last phase
Then I'll just have to face to the truth
Which was in front of me all along

The fact is, you did mean what u said
To her

Everyday, I see your yearning for her
Your distance towards me

You can tell me this but your action proved it wrong

What kind of life is this?
No Talk no Connection no sex

Everyday you're just seeing your phone your computer
Going out with your friends

Looking after him is giving him iPhone and cartoons to watch whole day
While you indulge in your own shows
Not playing toys with him
Not reading not teaching him

I had enough of this
This is not the environment I wan my children to grow in

I feel like I'm just alone
No life zombie

Living on

Left with a small piece of u
Will this space in my heart get forgotten too?

I try to forgive but remembering the hurt
This scar
This betrayal
Emotionally I am drained
I want to find an outlet
I want an answer

I wished I could believe that it's a joke
Believe that u do not love her but me
But how can I ignore the words n how u spoke to her?

Zombied
We are not meant for each other