wendyWONKA

I heard people saying, those who like complicated stuff are actually simple in nature. Why should I be messy? When I can choose simplicity? Or so it seems…

Thursday, December 27, 2012

overheard

overheard talk about a boyfriend who promises a romantic dinner with his gf it was very nice guy booked restaurant beautiful scenery ambience and nice sent her back and without a glance told her a faint good bye and left her immediately to join his friends what a romantic dinner indeed just to shut d mouth out. imagine the gf tells him she is gonna have explaosive sex with him tonight and right after he cums tells him ok bye u can leave now so that the next better player can bang her next get what i mean? certain things when done without sincerity makes matter worse.

Sunday, December 23, 2012

merry christmas everyone

It wasn't long but when you leave, you turn back and wonder why you didn't leave earlier. It isn't all about the sex but That kind of anger when you know that you can't be close intimately to the person whom you love. S went out with him that day. She just said it was cold, and he just came forward and hugged her. She knew it was wrong and that she should be rejecting his hug but why didn't she? it wasn't the cold weather, it was the coldness in her heart. The kind of warmth from him felt so real,something she hasn't felt for a very long time ever since her marriage was so task orientated and the passion flickered away. A kind of warmth they both agreed to leave temporarily until things stabilized but eventually came to a standstill when her husband overlooked what she needed. What can I do but just listen to s relating. She did not tell me what happened for the rest of the night but I guessed it was nothing saucy. Though I was pretty curious. We realised women are like cats. needing constant affection and Yes they will reciprocate back with all their love but once they feel neglected, their heart becomes so cold and the door to their heart opens so widely that anyone who walks pass is a glimmer of Hope. S told me her husband doesn't even feel anything Is wrong with their marriage. Spending time with the kids, telling the maid what time cook, getting the kids to bed, sleeping on the same bed but opposite ends, weekend is him going for golf with his friends, her bringing the kids out and so on. Everything seems so peaceful and indifferent and yet many a times she screamed for affection it was left on the shelf. She asked me if she should carry on with E. "Would you get hurt?" I asked. "Haven't I already?" She replied. I smiled. We bade both with a merry Christmas as the clocked ticked 12.30. Somehow or rather. Eerily a tinge of familiarity.

Saturday, December 01, 2012

my friend

love is not tolerance but accepting there will be a time when people get tired and give up tolerating but when u accept you are willing to live with it because you know want to spend the rest of your life with that person i dont know which one i am at everyday the question of am i inferior to her comes into my mind perhaps if she were the one umdressing and touching t the other party may not be so bored. talking to my colleague , i can totally understand its nice to get attention question is will it last but off course its flattering to know that when you undress someone wants to touch you even though its just temporary but it beats better then rusting then when age catches up you wanna enjoy also cant haha i wanna advise her i mean any other people would talk her out of having an affair s but seriously they are not in her shoes they dont understand so why didnt i stop her? because i dont know whTs best for her. she should decide on her own she wouldnt have had to do this if she felt things could be solved i will not tell her what to do i will just listen sometimes i think can things really go back to it were after such a long and traumatizing break if u have to ask for it will you be happy getting it? feeling tired is a sign of tolerance then acceptance? perhaps the best is to work and focus on other stuff and be a zombie devoid of feelings then maybe humans will not have so much problems wendy*6 who can i undress for?