Dream Romantic Holiday

I hope i will someday fulfill my dream of a romantic holiday Just me and the one i like Enjoying food Carefree and worries free Learning and exploring beautiful sceneries Gain knowledge in the history and making our own Off course the showcase of pda And the night serenity Off course ending with romantic sensual sex The kind that i always wanted in the novels i read but never really felt I wonder if all these are just fantasies Or perhaps i shouldnt wait I should make it happen I will just wait Hopefully someone to dream with Connected spiritually Wendy*6 Wheres my dream, dreamer or am i wishfully thinking?

A little tender, more loving and utmost care

Talking to k made me realise how much i forgotten what romance is The feeling of cuddling together Smelling each other Warmth of bodies side by side I wish i had applied for a house sooner Then i could have more to look forward to Establishing a home More space More intimacy Intimacy doesnt mean the same thing as sex Rather a deeper sense of connection Not just strip bang done n go Ha i like that strip bang done thingy Anyway its pretty eery I thought i was someone who needed alot of hugs and kisses But i aint too sure is it due to my sickness or tiredness Sometimes i feel like i slowly gettig ised to not having those Is it good? To lose interest in these connections? Whats weirder is After losing most and alot in fact of my closer friends I have been wayyy more free, so free that i want to go out also no one wants to meet me haha More free less outings but ... more tired! More emotional! Maybe it will take time to adjust Its not that i have never lost friends before I have been throu double whammy from friends n loved ones This is just a phase No one is indispensable Dont put your hopes too high and you wont get hurt like before I should really take up some exercise Feeling fat already More emotional means more gluttony haiz Wendy*6 Again winter arrives in the heart and soul But it wont wait for someone to warm it no more It shall learn to warm itself