Disappointment after disappointment

希望越大 失望越深 爱得越深 伤得越痛 这些 我终于明白了 领悟了 Its been so long. Doubt anyone will ever see Believed in love Believed days will be better Somehow still had hope as long as it wasnt the end But we made the end The incessant lies Omission of truth Totally masked the happy family i visioned I just wanted a simple no secrets family I guess a character can never be changed Some are just born to be playful Testing limits Wanting to try various experiences I never was All i ever wanted was truth Not what i see in front but what i get when i am not around I dont need off phones Not knowing whom u meet Dont need secret meetings behind my back Dont need fake attention Dont need possessiveness I dont want people to reciprocate just because i want it Why must it depends on my decision Even if i still loved i will never say Because you have proved how much you needed to try more women But its ok. Again i felt this heart pain So pain i couldnt breathe and broke in tears But its ok Its the last time And to think i had wanted to try another shot I even told warni i wanted to have a nice house and try having another few kids Probably all along i am just dreaming that you will be true to me Wendy*6 The difference in our hearts